So, I am a whopping 26 years old, unfortunately have been married, and thankfully getting ready to be divorced!! I very stupidly got stuck in this crazy lifestyle being married to Drew. He was lazy and never wanted to work, but me being the caring, loving person that I am, I overlooked it. A little over a year ago I started telling my daddy and Mary how upset and unhappy I was, and just totally broke down. They pulled me back to my feet, gave me a slap of reality in the face, and made me see what was going on. After that point, I knew what I had to do!! With a little help of course, but nevertheless, "I" had to get rid of my problem. Like I said, I have been living alone for over a year now, and it has been wonderful! I have a life now. A life....who would've thought that could be so great??? Haha! My daddy and Mary aren't the only two who helped me though...I also have my mommy, and all of these wonderful friends who kept my head above water. Without all these people in my life I would be utterly crazy right now, things would be totally different, and I would still be an emotional train wreck....BUT, I'M NOT!!! I am happy most days and I am slowly getting myself together. It has taken lots of work, but I am getting there one step at a time! I am a Pisces so I tend to worry a lot about EVERYTHING, and I care very deeply for all of those who are close to me. Hell, I even care deeply for those who aren't!! Working at the hospital has shown me that. I couldn't tell you how many people I come across on the weekends while working but I care for them all whether they are assholes or not. I'm beginning to think that my purpose on earth is to be someone who cares for everyone. Yet, the problem with that is I usually end up getting my heart trampled in the process because one of those people that I am trying to care about, just don't give a hoot about anyoneor anything....I don't know, but as long as I can make a few people happy and especially those I truly love, then I have done my best!
