So...I've bn seperated for well over a year now...dating another guy...and I have to say that losing this guy is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much harder than the "husband" I had. It is so weird how life plays out, but its all for a reason so I'm not gonna question it. I can't help but to care deeply for the people in my life....it's somthing I've always done and probably will always do--that's who I am. I tend to try to always please people in whatever way I can just to make sure they are happy, and when that happiness ends, I become lost. I don't know how to get it back and it kills me. I find myself not motivated to do anything of any sort because there are tooooooooooooooo many reminders out there. If only I could lock myself in a box somewhere with some padded walls for some comfort. HAHA!! Anyway, I don't think I mentioned what wonderful friends I have...I am truly blessed 2 have them in my life!!! W/O them I'd be crazy!! I love all of you who have given a crap about me...You don't know how much it means to me
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